Am I pissed off?

Let's see...
So I have to tell you and explain to you? Ok here's a piece of advice, you should know, you shouldn't have to ask me.
So yeah, I'm pissed off, pissed off of your lies, of all what you did, of the way you hurt me without protecting me. You can't do as if you never wrote anything. You forgot? You forgot? Are you fucking kidding me?
You're losing me, that's all. You finally won. Being a coward and let time go until im fed up. Fed up of fighting, of crying, of hoping. There, you won. It is so much easier to stay like that without doing anything, and wait until i finally leave. Like that, you won't have to face anything.
Coward, that's the only word i can think about.
Everybody was right from the beginning. Why didn't I listen to them? I feel stupid now. But you know what the good part is? I don't care.
I don't care anymore. You can do whatever you want, I don't care. I can go on with my life. Because I have my friends who have been nicer to me than you were those last times. They cheered me up, they helped me. I can phone them, i have a phone number for that. at anytime of the day.
I think I don't even want you to do anything, because i don't want you anymore.
So yeah I'm pissed off.
Search into your little head why.